Wide awake

It is already 6am and I am still wide awake. A part of me is wondering how are you doing? Are you happy? Did you already get married? 

I remember my dream before. I went back to your house. And as the lady open the door there were two kids running around. I heard you shouting from inside asking who it was. 

I know that is what going to happen. I always have crazy premonitions that do come true.

Well, it was good that someone is going to be with you when you grow old. But somehow i feel bitter that it was not me...