How

It has always been a pleasure for me whenever I drive alone. It gives me the time to think things over. But always it is YOU that comes to my mind. What and why we have to end.

My thoughts were like a roller coaster ride. There are times I feel so sad that my tears just kept on flowing that it blinds my eyes.

Then there are times I will shout your name so loud hoping you can hear me. 

But I have to be realistic. We will never be! So to help myself I comfort myself by nurturing the hate for you. For me it is the best solution so it can help me move on. In fact I have set my mind that you are already dead! That even if I call or mesaage you all will be in vain because you are already in another dimension. Come to think of it you are really in another space now! I am putting you to Pluto! Far from my Earth!